The Unofficial Autobiography of...someone.

[»Peyson«]

(It's not a real story or anything but...whatever.)

(This is realistic fiction. Don't take every bit seriously. I got the idea from the real world, but it's not all real.)

*= The name is fake.

Newnan is just a place in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world. Maybe it's nothing like it. My name is Lacey-Lee Evin*. I'll be a freshman at Newnan High School next year. I'm a cheerleader. I play clarinet in band, and I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for.
Maybe you're like me, a punk/cheerleader who hides most of her emotions, and always feels like she'll never be good enough for that one guy. Or maybe you're like my friend Landie*, a crazy yet fun kid who, at the same time, is regretting a mistake she made. Maybe you're like my friend Polly*, a fun-loving kitty-pirate kid who's a huge X-Men geek, like me. Maybe you're like Regina*, a great flutist who's trying to figure out her feelings for a good friend. Maybe you're like N.J., an aspiring writer who almost always has good advice. Maybe you're like Eleni, an obsessed hockey fanatic with a great imagination. Maybe you're like none of them, or me. Or maybe you're like all of us.
I hope you're not like me. I don't want to be like me. I'm a funny-looking mixed kid with dark brown hair that I hate, and dark eyes to match. I don't think anyone's ever really looked into them. My eyes, I mean. No one's ever seen what's behind them. But I don't want them to. I don't want them to see it. To see me.
I hope you're like my friends. Audre is like my sister. She's a great friend with a lot of love to give. My best friends Landie and Polly are great too. They're a lot of fun to be with. I don't know what I'd do without these people.
Newnan is just a place in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world. Maybe it's nothing like it. But we all have our worlds, and our friends that are part of it.



Now I know why everybody wants to be in love. It's the closest thing we have to magic.
I never really believed it, until the first time I fell in love...and the second time...and the times after that. Have you ever felt that maybe you fall in love too easily? I have. It makes me feel weak, like I can't live without a guy there to love me like I love him. I hate the feeling.
Some people think love is like, the best thing in the world. And it is. But they don't understand the aftermath. That the person you're in love with can break your heart. Or that you can just as easily fall out of love with them and break their heart. So, I end this one with saying: The heart is more fragile than you think.

Don't play games with his heart, it's more fragile than you think. -Haley to Brooke

[Morph]

It kind of reads like a poem-like short story. In the beginning it seems like a normal, or even a really happy story, but the ending is a lot different. You've written well, there. And, eh,

"Keep up your spirits, no matter what happens. Because a smile is a precious thing."


Amazing how quotes in those old television series hold such good advice.

[»Peyson«]

Heh. Thankies Morphy. I really just write this stuff while I'm bored...

"There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up." - Lucas Scott
Do you label yourself? Or are you one of the ones that don't have any true label? I try to avoid labels, but I know that I have at least one label: different. Everybody has that label, because nobody can truly be the same. Even two people who can seem exactly alike can be completely different from each other.
"There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment who will you be? Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected? Will you reach out? Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith? Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?" - Lucas Scott

[Evil McBadGuy]

Pretty much the same thing Morph said. Not bad. ;D

[»Peyson«]

Thanks to you, too. With the way I write..I get it both from myself and from Lucas Scott off of One Tree Hill..

[»Peyson«]

Lucas's breakup quote: "I guess I should have said something. Anything. I mean, for a guy who wants to be a writer, and to suddenly seem like no words had ever been written. But for someone to tell you that they somehow stopped missing you, you're pretty much screwed-no matter what you say. See, there had to be something right? Something that no one had ever said in the history of the world, something that could change this."

Lucas: Hey, Mom...you loved Dan in high school, right?
Karen: Surprisingly, yes, I did.
Lucas: Well...how did you get over it when he didn't love you back?
Karen: When I do...I'll let you know.


As Lucas said...for someone to tell you that they somehow stopped missing you, you're pretty much screwed-no matter what you say. It hurts. When you hear words like that, you know that things will never be the same. That your heart will never be the same. That your view on love will never be the same. I mean, of course we all make mistakes in relationships. Nobody can be the perfect girlfriend or perfect boyfriend. It's impossible. But somehow, that's hardly the reason they hurt you...turns out they aren't in love with you anymore. And to find out they aren't in love with you anymore...even when you're still madly in love with them...it really makes you think. But we all move on. We find people who love us no matter what, despite our flaws. People who love us as much as we love them. And once we have that...we feel better. We realize that everything will be all right, and our lives will be wonderful.

I love this fairy tale from the character Jake from One Tree Hill..and I'd love to share it.

"Once upon a time, there was a beautiful princess who lived in a kingdom far, far away. And in that kingdom there also lived a Boy, and the princess loved that Boy. And so the two decided to marry. Now in this kingdom, all is not well. So the princess and The Boy were set to be wed. And because she was a princess, the call went out for a beautiful gown. Now as the wedding day approached, the princess worried about the evil king, because although he had not always been this way his heart had turned dark and his kingdom had grown to fear and despise him. In the days before the wedding, the king surprised the princess and gave his blessing to the marriage. But the princess was still torn. Even though she had found her true love, it would mean that she would have to leave her faithful handmaiden behind forever. On the eve of the princess's wedding a lavish feast was arranged. Friends and royalty were summoned from lands far away to join the happy couple for a night of laugher and magic. As the night wore on, a calm fell upon the land. All was right in the world. If only for a moment. Once upon a time, in a kingdom far, far away, there lived a beautiful princess who loved a Boy. But the people have their struggles, as all people do. And they had grown to fear and despise the king whose heart had turned dark. But in the end, the love between the princess and the Boy was undeniable and true. And over time that love would see them through anything. Magical things happened to them, things they couldn't explain, much like love itself. And like most fairy tales, the princess and the Boy lived happily ever after." --Jake

[»Peyson«]

it seems to me that you stopped something that was making you really happy just to make your friends happy

I didn't want Chris to be right. But what he said did seem a little right....maybe that was why I let the sweetest dream I've ever had just slip away like that...
But that couldn't be the whole reason, right? I'm not like that...I don't think.
Okay, so maybe I have a slight problem with letting people in...with relationships...with letting them get too close to me...I can't help it, I'm just scared..scared as hell. I don't want to be hurt...I don't want to hurt them...it all scares me to the point where I'm sick to my stomach. But I just keep pushing people away...and now...now I've pushed away someone who truly loved me and wanted to be there for me...and maybe...maybe he still loves me and still wants to be there for me. But I can't...I shouldn't...but I want to.
Damnit!! I'm not supposed to be doing this when I'm 14 years old!! I'm just supposed to get good grades, cheer at basketball games, and get to high school. But no...love had to get in the way and screw me up!! I don't know how much more of this I can take, I swear...I don't know what I'll do...I'm afraid that I might end up letting all of this just..kill me.

[Kami]

Nice pieces of literary work. But try not use too many "I"s.